Aaj Yun Lag Raha
Hai Jaise Main Apni Maiyet Ko Apne Kandhon Par Liye Chala Ja Raha Hoon..!!! Koi
Aasra Dene Waala Nahi Koi Sahaara Dene Walaa Nahi ...!!! Na Kisi Ne Mera Janaza
Uthaya Na Kisi Ne Namaaz Parhai ..!!! Tan Tanha ... Main Chal Diya Bas ...!!! Marr
Gaya Main ..!!! Thori Door Chala Tha Ke Ik Qabristan Nazar Aaya Main Ne Wahan
Ka Rukh Kiya..!!!!
Dekha Tau Qabristan
Mein Bohat Jagah Thi ..... Main Bhi Apne Hissey Ki Jagah Dekh Kar Apni Qabr Ko
Khodna Shuroo Ho Gaya ..!!!! Jab Qabr Taiyaar
Huwi Aur Main Qabr Mein Utarney Laga Tau Aawaz Aayi ...!! "Kaun Ho ? Kahan Se Aaye Ho ? Aur Kyun
Zinda Dafan Kar Rahe Ho Khud Ko" ?
Main Ne Kaha..
" Aashiq Hoon, Jahan-E-Ishq Se Aaya Hoon.... Aur Main Aaj
Jeete Jee Marr Gaya ...!!! Isi Liye Khud Ko Dafan Karne Aaya Hoon ...!!! "
Qabr Ne Kaha..
" Chaley Jaao Yahan Se... Main Tum Ko Nahi Rakh Sakti ... Tum
Tau Aashiq Ho Tumhara Tau Imaan Mohabbat Tha... Tumhara Tau Jahan Mohabbat Tha
... Tum Wohi Ho Jis Ne Junoon Se Chaha Tha Kisi Ko.. Tum Wohi Ho Jo Har Saans Mein Uss Ka Naam Liya
Karta Tha, Tum Wohi Ho Jis Ki Nass Nass Mein Bas Wohi Mohabbat Thi Tumhari
...!! Tum Wohi Ho Jis Ka Maqsad Bas Mohabbat Tha Tum Wohi Ho Jis Ne Mohabbat Ki
Khatir Sab Kuch Bhula Diya Tha ...!!
Tum Wohi Ho ...!!! Haan Tum Wohi Ho ... Jo Tumhein Rakh Liya
Main Ne Tau Kya Ho Ga Jaante Ho ? Tum Murda Jism Se Bhi Usi Ka Naam Pukaaro Ge
..!!! Tum Maro Ge Nahi ... Tum Aashiq Ho, Kabhi Ishq Bhi Marta Hai Kya ? Tum
Meri Mitti Se Mitti Ho Jaao Ge Par Ishq Tumhara Zinda Rahe Ga, Tum Mere Paas
Nahi Aa Sakte.. Jaao ..!!!"
Qabar Ne Mujh Se
Itna Kuch Keh Diya Keh Main Hairaan Khara Dekhta Raha... Kuch Kehne Ko Nahi Tha..
Socha Ke Haan Main Tau Aashiq Hoon, Mujhe Qabr Kaise Qubool Kare Gi ... Qabr Tau
Murdon Ko Qubool Karti Hai Mera Ishq Tau Zinda Rahe Ga... Main Ne Yehi Soch Kar
Phir Sawaal Kar Daala..
" Koi Tau Raasta Ho Ga Na ... Tum Mujhe Marne Do ... Koi Tau
Raasta Nikalo Mujh Ko Batao Main Wohi Karta Hoon ..!!! "
"
Raasta Kaisa ?? Tumhara Ishq Marr Nahi Sakta ... Kya Tumhari Mohabbat Choar
Sakti Hai Tum Ko ? "
Main Muskuraya
Aur Kaha ....
" Chor Diya .... Meri Mohabbat Ne Aaj Mujhe Choar Diya Mujh
Se Apna Munh Moar Liya .. Tabhi Tau Marne Aaya Hoon Warna Uss Ke Saath Main Tau
Jitne Bhi Saal, Jitne Bhi Din, Jitne Bhi Lamhey, Jitne Bhi Janam Mil Jayein Woh
Kam Hain "
Qabar Zor Se
Mujh Par Hansi ...!! Aur Kaha
" Jeete Jee Marr Jaye Ga Soch Le "
Main Qabar Ke
Iss Jawaab Par Phir Kuch Keh Na Saka Aur Uas Ka Seena Chaak Kar Ke Lait Gaya
... Apne Hathon Se Khud Par Mitti Daalne Laga ... Main ...Main Be-Bas Sa
Mehsoos Kar Raha Tha Ke Kisi Ne Mujhe Dafnaya Bhi Nahi ... Kher Mitti Daalta
Raha Qabr Musal'sal Qeh'Qahey Laga Rahi Thi ... Aur Main ..!!!
Be-Hiss Ban Kar
Mitti Khud Par Dalta Jaa Raha Tha..!!! Ansoo Tham Nahi Rahe They ...!!! Behtey Ja
Rahe They Shayed Ek Ek Qatrey Mein Mera Lahoo Tha ...!!! Aur Uss Lahoo Ki Ek Ek
Boond Mein Usi Ka Ishq, Usi Ki Mohabbat Shaamil Thi ...!!!!!!!!
Daf'nana Khud Ko
Kis Qadar Mushkil Hota Hai, Zindagi Mein Pehli Aur Aakhri Baar Tajurba Kar Raha
Tha Main ..!!! Woh Musalsal Yaad Aaye Ja Rahi Thi..!!!! Sooraj Dhala Main Apne
Uper Manon Mitti Phenk Chuka Tha Bas Meri Ankhon Ka Hissa Baaqi Tha Keh Achanak
Koi Thokar Aayi ...!!!!! Aur Kuch Mitti Meri Aankhon Par Aan Giri ... Par Jab
Dekha Tau Meri Mohabbat Meri Qabr Par Khari Thi ..!!!
Wohi Mohabbat
Meri Jo Meri Nass Nass Mein Sama Chuki Thi ... Wohi Mohabbat Meri... Ke Jis Par
Mujh Ko Maan Tha Mujh Ko Fakhar Tha .. Wohi Mohabbat Meri Jo Mera Junoon Tha.. Woh
Jo Mere Naaz Uthaya Karti Thi ...!!!! Wohi Mohabbat Meri Jo Mere Dil Ko Apni Hatheliyon
Mein Chupaya Karti Thi ...!!! Usi Mohabbat Ne Aaj Thokar Se .. .Meri Qabr Ko
Pur Kar Diya ..!!! Aur Munh Moar Kar Chal Di ...
Meri Saans
Ghutna Shuroo Huwi ... Ankhein Bojhal Si Ho Gain ...!!!! Aur Phir Jaane Kis
Lamhey Uss Ki Woh Thokar Yaad Aayi ... Dil Mein Dard Utha..... AUR MAIN MARR GAYA...!!!!!
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